Have you ever just KNOWN something was going to happen. So much that you just wanted to - with all your being - make it STOP. And, maybe you could have? But, probably not. Either way, it happened.
I'm feeling that way over this depressed feeling I am having. I am fighting it with all I can. But, it is still happening. I am absolutely feeling it. Being stuck at home, sleeping a ton, fearful of social situations ~ these are things that most happen as RESULT of depression...not the other way around. I think that's the reason I can feel it coming and have been able to mostly hold off the major troubles of it. I do cry...but sometimes that is due to the pain in my joints. I also cry because I'm humbled. I'm grateful that I haven't had health issues before now....that it's not worse....that this will pass soon.
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